Friday, October 31, 2008
Other players are aggressive, some choose to be on the defensive side. Others like to wait it out, and go in for the kill when the prey is caught off-guard. Others pretend to be on the same team when they are actually double agents.
It's funny, these games people play. I find myself playing once more after ages of dormant existence in the ball game. Quite rusty but doing good I suppose. Being on the defensive side, I choose to act based on my opponent's next move. The upside being I am usually on the safe side, the downside being I am usually the impatient party if the opponent is taking too long to make a move. They say that offense is your best defense. I say I'm too chicken shit to find out.
So what's your next move cowboy?
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
He doesn't know what I'm talking about. Noone knows what I'm talking about. Because that's exactly it... a secret I cannot reveal, a nagging thought in my head that I try to forget about every single day.
Maybe I'm plain crazy. Maybe I'm just an asshole. Or maybe I have just been taking way too much antibiotics. Damn this typhoid fever. Damn him. Damn this situation.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
NO, I didn't want to dig up skeletons and old issues because I want to get back at him. I wanted to know because I knew it was a friend and now I am right, it was a "friend". One who I trusted and confided to. One who also backstabbed me in unimaginable ways. Perhaps he was laughing inside while I cried and he even gave me advice. Advice that he was later going to use as ammunition against me.
I have already moved on career-wise. Whatever I lost, is lost. I just want to be more careful now. And that person can't harm me again.
Yes I agree with the person who told me that it is an issue that has closed months ago. It was the site that closed. But this to me is an issue of real friendship and it is only now that it has concluded in my part.
I do not wish to pick a fight with anyone. Not even him because what's the use. I believe in forgiveness and I can only wish him well.
This is the last time I will speak about this issue. Enough.
My sissy Martin called me earlier saying Mabuhay Girl blogged about Judy Aldridge in my Fashion Week A/W 2009 rust number. So I rushed back to the shop from the fabric store and voila!
Now this definitely made my day. :-)
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Don't expect any placemats or furnishings from me anytime soon though. Tweaked in a few other ideas and vamped it up a bit for originality purposes. Runway photos to be posted at the end of October.
Luxewear B of the Philippine Fashion Week is on October 25, 7:30 PM at the SMX Convention Center.